Thoughts

So many questions
So much pain
So many wishes
Will my life be the same?

So many answers
So many ways
So many choices
Why is life this way?

What is not, can come
What is, can change
Why dont I know the answer?
To happiness, yet pain

I read, I admire
I read, I ignore
Why cant I implement
What feels right, yet strange?

Who am I, where should I go?
I dont know, dont dare
Dont choose, dont change

Inner struggles, inner change
Inner conflicts, inner pain

Yet dozens of reasons, challenges and games

Wilhelmina, 6/14/03